The Pain ..

Tat the 4th time u beinging like tis , don u think is hurt to me ? the pass 2 months u determined to patch bk wif me .. bud wad happened at the half way ? made u gv up so easlier .. since u determined to patch bk wif me y u gv up without any reason ? I recognition i'm still loving u and u touched my cold heart agn bud u didn't noe .. then u jz gv up like tat ~ Is it simple to let u gv up like tat ? When xmas eve at night u sms me and chat wif me .. after 4 days ago u chg to another person which i don ever noe u ~ i cried agn cau of u bud u still dk .. wad the 7 months to u ? or u nv ever love me before ? idk .. i feel confusing to u , the 7 months has passed and wont be return anymore . I wont forget the pass we togethere because it is a last memories to us and wont be happen agn . U do not know me a litter ! I DON'T UNDERSTAND Y MUST U PUT UR RELATIONSHIP STATUS IN FACEBOOK IS SINGLE ! DO YOU REALLY WANT TO HURT ME DO ? OR DO YOU HAVE TO REMIND ME THAT YOU REALLY GIVE UP ? IN THE END OF THIS SEVEN-MONTH FOR YOU IN TERMS OF WHAT IS ? IN THIS SEVEN-MONTH DO YOU REALLY LOVED ME ? DON THINK U CAN PUT UR RELATIONSHIP TO SINGLE SINCE U CAN I CAN DO IT TOO ! EVEN WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE I CAN STILL SURVIVE ! A START IS A MISTAKE , IF WE DO NOT KNOW THE OTHER DAY PERHAPS TODAY WE WOULD NOT BE SO PAINFUL . BUT I DON'T THINK YOU FEEL THE PAIN ! YOU CAN PUT FORWARD IN ORDER TO BREAK UP A MINOR ! YOU DO NOT CHERISH THIS FEELING ~ WHEN YOU HAVE THIS FEELINGS IS CHILD'S PLAY ! YOU HURT ME BUT YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT YOU CARE ABOUT NO ONE EVER DO ME RIGHT ! I AM NT WITHOUT FAULT , BUT A LEAST I WILL NOT BE MADE TO A MINOR WHENEVER YOU HAVE A BREAK OFF THE RELATIONSHIP BREAKING UP MY HEART LIKE A SPIT IN THE GLASS ! I HATE YOU I REALLY HATE YOU , BUT I DO NOT KNOW FOR HOW LONG BECAUSE I SOON COLLAPSE ! Memories of the past will never come back because we have separated as in the past three months . You can then have the heart to hurt me i do not you just hate feeling that as long as i forget everything would be a better place ~ i'm crying when u hurting me agn and agn .. a breaken heart wont be repair forever ~ sigh .